Letter to myself

       Dear me,I am sorry..

 I'm sorry you had to endure so much suffering because you were too shy and too kind. I'm sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others and you put your own fears and needs back in order. I'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurt but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that you gave all of your time and effort to people that didn't give the same amount back. I'm sorry that there were nights when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. I'm sorry you had to go through that all alone and nobody was with you.             

        But most of all I'm so sorry that I did not love you, like you deserved to be loved..💔

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