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When I dead....., Your tears will flow,.. But I won't know... Cry with me now instead! You will send flowers,.. But I won't see... Send them now instead! You'll say words of praise,.. But I won't hear.. Praise me now instead! You'll forget my faults,.... But I won't know..... Forget them now, instead! You'll miss me then,... But I won't feel... Miss me now, instead You'll wish... You could have spent more time with me,... Spend it now instead! When you hear I gone, you'll find your way to my house to pay condolence but we haven't even spoken in years.... Please look for me now !! 'Spend time with every person around you, and help them with whatever you have to make them happy!! your families , friends Make them feel Special. Because you never know when time will take them away from you forever''..
  Sometimes we have to face things that we might not necessarily want to, however we have to be strong. We have to fight through the battle, fight through it with every inch of power that we have within our bodies. We  have to get through it, because once you’re faced with something that has to be battled against there’s no going back. We only go forward from there, and going forward and fighting through this battle will  drain us as a person but it will also make us stronger.

Simulate Friend

  There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up, it's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap. Sometimes you have to distance yourself from people that only call when they need something. Fair weather friends only want to come around when they need your sun to shine on their dark and gloomy days. In the end, you'll realize you only have a few true friends. But that's better than having many fake ones.

Anxiety

 No matter how far within my mind I run, my anxiety always catches me. Even if I hide, my anxiety always finds me. There's no escape, there's no peace. Just a constant battle within my mind.
  Again, I’m left beat. In my own deadbeat mind.

Will You Let Me?

  Let me be the silence behind your words that needed the space to breathe Let me be the whisper behind your shouts when your jealousy seethes Let me be the rhyme in your poems with the name of his that was beneath Let me be the prayer behind your hopes like a blowing wind between your teeth Let me be the rhythm of your heartbeats with a song buried beneath Let me be the tears behind your anger  lurking quietly underneath Let me be the emotion in your stories dear be my sword and I'll be your sheathe! — w i l l  y o u  l e t  m e ?
I am tired of being told I am loved and cared about but never made to feel that way.

Mystify

  Lately I've been wondering everything The thoughts swirl, my heart spins, everything is too much I just want to stop

I Neurotic

  I learned to live by life at 22, learned how to stay awake at night, I laugh and laugh and break from the inside, fight myself every day, i wound myself up every day, I am so tired of myself that I don't even die, I don't even die. Every day, I strengthen the rope of patience and burn it again, tears of blood from my own eyes every day, yet I am happy and I am as if I have no sorrow.

I'll Wait

 "I know everyone understands that I am waiting for him but how can I tell and to whom should I tell that his behavior has not created such a wait in my eyes.They knew that waiting is also where the door of hope is open. But i'll wait for him till my last breath... 💔

And it's normal

 Sometimes you are just sad.  You don’t know why so you manage to listen to the most sad song in your playlist and you think you are withering like season. Sometimes you are just sad.  So you watch old snaps and videos . So that you can cry little bit more. Sometimes you are just sad.  So you over eat your favourite food and still feel hungry. And think about painful words uttered by the person. Sometimes you are just sad.  And look at the wall for hours and overthink about life. Wishing to get escape from the world.  Sometimes you are just sad. So you try to sleep and wake up with that unamed feelings of attack and you think you might be dying soon.  Sometimes you are just sad.

Terrible Affliction

  ”You say you can feel my pain c an you differentiate  between slaughterhouse and cage silence.”

Fearless Fearful

She's full of power Like no one can beat her Her eyes are  like a burning fire Thats ready to ignite when provoked Everyone stuns by her words when she starts to speak That makes their mouth shut and trembles In the middle of the crowd Her looks stands out  Undeniably, unbreakable But can you see her soul? It's vengeful yet slowly breaking And crashing in pain Her heart is breaking in vain In her eyes there's  a secret dip seated fear That no one else can see She maybe strong yet vulnerable She's fearless yet fearful

I Wishh

I  found myself ripping out my eyelashes  Blowing them off my finger Wishing that you would find yourself falling in love with me  Hoping that star that i pray to every night Would take pity on me  Granting my wishes true 

Uncertain Love

      Uncertain Love I looked around a lot, Bunch of words can't fit you, I have so many shades of you, That I Dnt want to miss one  second of you, It has to be my words, Because don't know the fortune of loving you,